Happy New Year’s Eve Sweeties.
Wow 2021………personally this has been a year for the books. So much has happened. I’ve lost but also gained so much which I am so thankful for.
The end of last year into the start of this year was rough for me and my family.
This year I lost one of the most important people to me,my aunt. Her passing has affected me in many ways. It has taught me so much as well. I truly miss her and think of her often. Another thing I dealt with was overcoming my depression. I got to a point where I felt so low.I got to the point where I was going to seek professional help. I took a step back and thought about all the love ones I’ve lost over just the past few years and of those I didn’t know personally that aren’t here anymore. I thought to myself a lot of those people wish they were still here to just simply LIVE. Which living takes on a lot, good and bad. I thought to myself “I don’t know how much time I have on this earth but I will not spend anymore time letting depression take over my life. I won’t let it rob me of happiness and joy. Every since then I’ve been better. Now I still have my days where I don’t feel my best which is natural but I don’t stay in that place for long.
I’ve gain so much this year from the small things to some very major things. I’ve been working at being a content creator for years. I’ve had different opportunities through the years that happen here and there but nothing consistent. I never gave up though. I kept at it. Mid year is when things started to really take off for me. I’ve received so many items to create content for which made me a part time content creator. It became so much that I did get overwhelmed but I thought to myself “This is what you wanted, it’s here, it’s happening. Do not take it for granted. So I pushed through. I enjoy being a content creator. It brings me such happiness and joy.
I lost someone very special to me but I also gained someone special to me as well, my wonderful boyfriend Dylan. This gain was a total SHOCK. I never knew a coworker would turn into the love of my life. I never thought he was the one I’ve always wanted and needed. I replay certain special moments that have happened between us over and over in my head and I smile every time. He is definitely my good luck charm.
I had so many great moments this year. I saw my brother graduate college.I reconnected with old friends. I spent time with some wonderful people that I care so much about. I met some new great people as well. I transferred to CDC 3(Child Development Center. and I’m getting more hours which means more pay.
I will say this year had its moments but overall it had a lot of great moments. I’m ready to have great moments in the new year.
HAPPY NEW YEAR